One Moment in Life

Surely had one moment in life. I thank you my big family, Psikopad13, for 3,5 years we had. I hope everything's goin' good for your life.

I really thank my very first bestfriend, Adila and Louis, for always be there, and watch us grow, and find a way back to us.

I really thank my lovely bestfriends, Adila Ami Zetta Manda Dwita Eja, for always be a home, for everything.

I really thank my partners, every groupworks, academic and others, for every struggle we always did.

I really am sorry, for every mistakes I did.

Hopefully we'll be success together, in every way we choose, on everything we love.

I love you, always.

Psikopad13

Steps

Hi, everyone.
How are you?

That's a question that I need from somebody.
Because I don't know what to answer.

Jadi, tadi siang lagi di kantin aja gitu. Bersama orang-orang hebat di sekitarku.
Ada yang sedang ini, dan itu.
Ada yang ingin ini, dan itu.
Ada yang akan ini, dan itu
Ada yang merasa begini, dan begitu.

Terus kamu sendiri gimana, Nis?

Hehe, idk.

Last 2 weeks I've just known something that never been a problem for me.

Ask me, what I really am like.
Ask me, what I really am excited to.
Ask me, what I really gonna do next days.
I don't even really know.

I've been wondering how people decided what they love.
I've been trying to understand why I can't choose things.

I've always been in the middle of water.
I'm goin' wherever it goes.
I believe water it's the first creation of God.
Which always be the needs for everyone.
Which always be the rain, then it gives bless for people.

I've never choose to be in that.
I trust You, God, that everybody has their own steps to wherever they will be.
I believe that You always give the best for your creation.
I believe that we will always be on the right path, as long as we try, as long as we trust You, as long as we pray.

Then how could it be so hard to choose what I gonna be,
whereas I believe that Your destiny is the best for us?

From Zetta :)

i.
when we first saw you
you always have been glowing
either by your smiles
or crescent eyes
or words so wise

also even more
once you've met your sun
two years ago

ii.
and as how the sky turned
bright
at 5 am
and the fog has been gone
by 7 in the morning,

you fell for him
so sudden

and all at once

and also all at once
you
grew your wings
and flew
away to his golden rays

iii.
we saw
as your crescents advanced to
halves

and halves aged to
a pearl
in our skies

iv.
we watched you
grow your soul
and thank him
for letting you bloom
into a kind of beauty

so perfect

that we've long learnt
how you actually are

v.
now you might've reside
with him in the sky,

but you will always
be remembered
as our glowing,

growing,

little girl

who made us into
better souls
for ourselves
and each others

who grew us wings
to soar into the sky
cherishing you
and your sun
as something ethereally exquisite
we could encounter
frequently:

as you and your sun
reunite
at every dawn
starting new days
together

- may your union lasts forever, and always be blessed in each step you take with him. we love you.

(October 14th, 2016)

Welcome back.

Hello, people! Long time no see.
Sudah berlalu hampir setahun sejak terakhir nulis
Dan sudah banyak yang terjadi
Terlalu banyak

So the good news is I'm engaged to the lovely guy, Jelang Ramadhan, yang selalu dan selalu jadi cuynya Wanis, hahahaha

I've been trying to write everything about us on my page, but I think the whole story can't be written. 
I can't even write anything on my page since everything goin' better and better between us. I'm sure that the whole story is written all over his head (re: my blog is movin' to his head(?) hahaha)

I thank all people whom always support us, or not, or just me, or just him. 

I thank my college bestfriends, Dila, Ami, Eja, Manda, Zetta, Dwita, yang sudah bikinin proper party, bridal shower. Bukan itu sih indikatornya bestfriends, tapi yaa one of best moment should be remembered with you guys these days.

I really am grateful, for being with you, my dearest Jelang Ramadhan.
Hehe gabisa deskripsiin orangnya gimana.
I just always feel much alive, much better, much loved, much happy, much sad, all the positive and negative thought, feelings, everything, in a good way, with you.
And I can't wait to live the rest of my life with you. 

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim, I thank You Allah, for keeping us save. I pray for a good future, to all people I love. Mom dad brother, all the big family, bestfriends. It's always nice, to be with you all.

I love you.

Semangat!

Welcoming 6th term of this college life~

Well well already realize that I've passed January, wkwk

Wishing all partners of this year to be healthy and alive :p

Bismillah for everything we goin' through people :D

Another Rain

Raining all day here
No sun, just the cloud and the rain

Hehe kalo nulis tentang hujan kayaknya ga jauh jauh dari Mr.yang suka hujan, hehehe

Hello, Sir :p
Terlama sepanjang kita dating yah ga ketemu 3 minggu hahaha
So, sepertinya udah banyak belajar dari ga ketemu 3 minggu wkwkw, iya ga nihhh? Hehehe

Dear, semangat kuliahnya yg mulai minggu depan
Hiks duluan kamu kan daripada aku sebel banget gabisa lebih lama mainnya hahaha

Sayang kamuuuhh, makasi karna sabarnya berkali-kali lipet daripada aku :")

Me love you, always.

The Moon

Hi!
Haven't seen you for days.
I hope to see you soon, even if just a while.
Because I miss you, like a lot.
I miss seeing your smile, your laugh, your bright eyes.
The eyes which make me calm. The eyes which make me drowned in your love, deeper, day by day.
I miss you, dear, too much.

Hello

Hi!
Well, it's 00.25 and today is the forth day of KKN in Majalengka.
Should be a good friend for everyone, should be remembered as a good person in this group, should give good memories for everybody.
Bismillah for everything we're goin' through, people :)